Tuesday, March 10, 2026

KENA KUAT

Assalamualaikum and Hi,

I am here because I just want to give support to myself.

I have to be strong. KENA JADI WANITA KUAT SENTIASA. 

You need to go out even it makes you want to cry. Slowly everything will be okay. You will heal. Years from now, you will not be crying for the same reason anymore. 

If you feel want to cry, just cryyyyy. Cry as much as you want. 

Friday, January 9, 2026

End?

Assalamualaikum.

Idk how to say this but we divorced 2 weeks ago, 24th Dec 2025. I am in my iddah. Seriously, I can't process everything. That was too fast. I am so so sad. Both of us sebak sangat-sangat. 

Ya Allah, jika kami masih ada jodoh, bantulah kami untuk rujuk, permudahkanlah urusan kami, bantu kami perbaiki hubungan ini dan bina keluarga yang sakinah, mawaddah wa rahmah. Dan jika sudah tertulis jodoh kami terhenti di sini, lapangkanlah dada kami untuk terima semua ini. Berikan kami kebahagiaan di masa depan dan permudahkan segala urusan kami. Aamiin


Ya Allah, sesungguhnya aku masih sayang dia. Setiap malam nangis. aku sakit Tuhan. Sakit rindu dia.