Assalamualaikum.
Hye ! Here I am after almost 7 weeks of second sem in uni. The best thing is next Thursday i will go back home for a week. shout out for MIDSEM HOLIDAY. ok not so holiday actually since there are a lot of assignments to do. This Friday, i will go to Seminar Pandu Puteri for three days. anddddd have to skip 3 classes on Sunday. Gonna cry. Then, have to submit individual assignment for Etnik on Tuesday. Computer Programming, on Wednesday. The last one pendrive for Pandu Puteri. Yeahhh a lot to do. I can do this ! InsyaAllah.
Okay. Back to the title of this post. :')
Late night thought actually make you cry. Seriously. You know that feeling when you scroll your ig, twitter and everywhere all about your friends going to overseas. Three of my friends go to Japan to pursue their studies. Congrats to Rafiq (kwn sekolah rendah merangkap jiran sebelah rumah smpai sekarang), Nabila and Ain (dua-2 ni kawan sekolah menengah). I'm happy for them.
Kadang aku terfikir, kenapa aku tak boleh jadi macam mereka? Sebab aku tak belajar betul-2 ke waktu dulu? Aku pon nak bagi orang lain bangga dengan melanjutkan pelajaran dekat luar negara. yeahhh impian semua orang sejak tadika lagi. So many whysss in my mind. And then nangis. hahahah
Seseorang ni ada cakap, bukan rezeki kita nak pergi sana. Setuju. Setiap orang lain rezeki yang Allah bagi. Mungkin dia Allah bagi dapat study overseas, Mungkin kita Allah nak bagi kejayaan dalam negara je and dekat dengan family. Mungkin juga Allah tahu yang aku tak kuat untuk duduk berjauhan dengan family, Ni sekarang belajar dekat Johor pon hari-2 cakap nak balik. Padahal dah besar kan. Dah boleh fikir dengan baik. Yang paling penting, kena tunjuk kuat dekat adik-2 yang kau boleh duduk jauh dengan family. So nanti dorang okay bila berjauhan. haaaa kan nak nangis. :''(
Bersyukur dengan apa Allah dah bagi. :)
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