Assalamualaikum and Hi!
Long time no see. Here I am. Terkejut kan dengan tajuk?
Walaupun tengah sedih, tapi ye tengah cuba tak nangis buat post ni.
Long short story, me and him right now in the phase of hmmm having problem maybe? He said he want to be alone right now. In the state of that. One of the reason is me was always busy last time. Ye lah dah nasihat banyak kali tapi still buat kerja malam2. I am so sorry sometimes urgent cases. Then he got problem with family also. Everything messed up and he wanted to be alone. We are still together but he want to be alone for a while. Idk until when but i hope this will pass soon.
I feel soooo sad sebab dia dah heartless. Tak caring pon pasal aku. Tak update or anything. He going his own way this past few days. And i keep telling him that i seriously love him. Yes, because i do. Tak pernah sikit perasaan tu berubah. Setia dari sekolah walaupun dulu ada masa berpisah dengan alasan pindah sekolah?!! Lol. Tapi still berharap dan setia ha gituwwe
This feeling is same like in 2019. Heartbreak kot. because i need him to always be with me. Bila takde tu rasa macam ya Allah sakit sangatt pendam dan overthinking.
Ya Allah, Engkau permudahkanlah jalan kami, Kau berikan kekuatan untuk aku hadapai ujian ini, Kau bantulah Ikhmal dan bukakanlah hatinya untuk aku. Berikan dia kekuatan dan kemudahan untuk menyelesaikan masalahnya.
Satukanlah kami dengan ikatan perkahwinan tahun ini. Jagakanlah hati kami ya Allah.
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