assalamualaikum and hye
currently tengah menahan sakit gigi. sakit diaaa dari pagi tadi. nak hilangkan rasa sakit ni, aku tidur je, hahaha. lepas bangun, ok lah sikit. then, sakit balik. hmm. sakit ni penghapus dosa kecil. sakit ni sampai rasa nak nangis. :'(
mungkin Allah bagi sakit gigi ni sebab tknk aku bising dekat rumah kot. ibu kata dengan akmal, " along senyap je. kalau nak dengar along senyap, time dia sakit gigi". hahah kelakar lah.
enough about sakit gigi.....
a few days ago(seminggu lepas kot) , i was actually sad and down. i don't know to tell because let bygone be bygone. cehh. i don't want to remember again in the future. the day i cried, i just want someone to lean on. someone i can tell. the urge was real maybe because the burden was too hard. tak mampu nak tanggung. now i feel that when you have problem, you have to tell someone selain Allah so that kau tak rasa sakit yang amat sangat. because of late at night, the one person i can think is mujahidah, i cried to her in the phone. tkdelah teresak esak tapi sampai tak boleh cerita mula mula tu. lol. thanked to her. she gave me a lot of motivation. i love her. <3
this is a part of her message,
InsyaAllah nanti Allah datangkan ramai lagi orang yang baik dan menghargai putri, tolong putri susah senang. Ataupun despite the sadness that u feel now, nanti Allah gantikan dengan kegembiraan yang tak ternilai. and of course, just pray for them to be all good.
blessed. alhamdulillah.
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