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assalamualaikum. 

I feel hurt again but not with the person in previous post. With someone I am close to. It was him. The only guy i am close to since school. Yes it was him. Last few days, 12/12, he told(in ws)  me that he want to stop being in serious relationship with me. He said that he can't afford to take care of my feeling. I was broke into pieces. I cried. I called Mujahidah and told everything. She always have something to comfort me. She said that maybe something happen to him. Just reply his ws with calm words. Show to him that you want him. Yes, i did exactly what Mujahidah said. He then replied that he want took back his words and he needed some time and space. Day by day, i can't stop thinking until now and it make me sad. We are not text each other as always as before. Today, we texted. I text him first because i want to ask him for an opinion. Then, we continued with our problems. He asked me to do Solat Istikharah. After 3 days, he will tell me what make him think to stop. He also told me that he want us to be like before. He still wants me. But i don't know what in his mind right now. Let's wait until 3 days. 

I pray to Allah that everything will be okay. I believe in Allah's plan so I have to be strong. 

Ya Allah, jika dia jodohku, permudahkan urusan kami, Kau berikanlah aku petunjuk bahawa ini adalah ujian permulaan bagi hubungan kami. Semoga apa yang dia akan katakan nanti, baik2 sahaja. Ya Allah, engkaulah sebaik baik perancang. Kau berikanlah aku kekuatan.